Lately I've really overwhelmed and overly-emotional, almost as if I'm on the verge of tears 99% of the time. I'm not sad, not in the least, I think I'm just so bowled over by how good my life is right now.
I went from seeing my almost-husand 2-3 times a month to waking up next to him every day.
I went from absolute terror of seeing Coach desperately unhappy and unfulfilled as another coaching job passed him by because he wasn't a woman or a minority (Coach lost several jobs to Equal Hiring policies) to seeing my man be the Coach I always knew he could.
I'm going from living in a cute house by the park with my best friend and sister to the house of my dreams with my husband. As sad as I am to leave my sister, I know how important it is that Coach and I have our own place, and I can't wait.
I went from a job where I never knew when I'd be laid off because my boss spent all of the money that month to a job in my field of study that looks like it's going to be awesome for me. And for my little family, because the bonuses are amazing.
I went from struggling with money to being comfortably frugal, thanks to my husband and his amazing financial know-how.
My only explanation for how overly-emotional I am is that I feel so utterly blessed, so fortunate, so loved. And I feel that so much that it's just has nowhere to go!
Here's hoping I can calm the F down...
Have any of you been bowled over by the way your life turned out after the flurry of wedding planning died down?
Life is so fragile that it is sometimes hard to appreciate everything you have. I understand where you're coming from and know that when the dust settles, you'll be happier than you've ever been before.
ReplyDeleteYou're still in the honeymoon stage and I can't believe all the work ya'lls have been doing on the house. You're doing a great job lady!